Comes in a refurbished case we picked up off the curb in SF. Album art also found in a store window in SF. Includes a unique handwritten card and the album art from whatever case we cannibalized.
Includes unlimited streaming of ... If This Summer Doesn't Kill You
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
Recorded/mixed by Ryan "Rings" Ellery in his house.
Wouldn't it be lovely
To not hate yourself?
Wouldn't if be nice
To be someone else?
You say I'm just a game to you,
But not a sport.
A sport implies some competition,
This is a war of attrition.
I'd rather be struggling to survive
Than feeling like I'll never feel alive.
I'm struggling to survive,
But I love struggling, struggling.
I asked my counselor just what I should do
To fix the hole in my heart left by you.
He said what I needed to hear
was exactly what I'd feared
He said "suicide's the only option,"
Suicide's my only option.
I live in an empty town
Of people running to wedding gowns,
People smiling at my frown
They're glad I'm not okay
But soon I'll be Portland bound
I'm checking a Dublin lost and found each day
In search of the reasons that I wanted you to stay.