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Recorded/mixed by Ryan "Rings" Ellery in his house.



Tell me you love me
I ask because I like to be deceived
Know these feelings
Are lies all not meant to be believed

Tell me that you like my songs
Though you don’t know to sing along
Tell me it's fine
You've no time to be in my dull life

Tell me I'm dead
Lay me in bed
Let me just stay at home and watch Netflix instead
Tell me I'm dead
Let me rest my head
Because right now I want to pump it full of lead
Tell me I'm dead

Tell me you want me
I know that you think I'm just your pet
But you need me
‘Cause I know that I'm all you can get
Tell me I’m yours, you’d never send me off and far away
Sing to me for hours
As I watch feelings long gone all decay

Tell me I'm alive
Play me Mulholland Drive
All I have are shock goodbyes and p45s
Tell me we’re alive
Play me Mulholland Drive
All I need is one more chance and one more night

Tell me I’m dead.


from .​.​. If This Summer Doesn't Kill You, released August 15, 2016
Ended a really bad relationship after a really long time.
Wrote about it.
Started a band half a year later.



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